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| I am having a horrendous month/week/ whatever. No matter what I do, no matter how well I think I do or behave or treat people, I always get shitted on. I think this all started when ..... I was born. From birth I always got the short end of the stick. Perhaps this is my destiny, to get shitted on.
And its not like things that just happen to happen-- honestly, I get shitted on pretty consistently. It isn't like coincidental crap or things happening here and there, but random shit that just makes me feel like poo. See, I would get it if I was being evil to other people but I am not. I do nothing but go out of my way for people but it never seems to come back-- in a positive way at least. Everything is sucking right now... work, home, EVERYTHING. Maybe I should be evil, then it would make all the bad things justifiable. I don't even know how to be evil. I am sure I could make it work though....
Take for instance my car situation. I have NEVER been in an accident where it was MY fault. I have never caused an accident, but people just like to hit my car. In the first 5 years, I had about 6 claims on my poor car.
Sometimes I wish I could just vanish-- actually, I wish that OTHER people could vanish. I could create the most perfect world but all the dumbasses are standing in my way. I swear people think they can treat me like shit and just not be called on it. Then if I say something, I am being a B*tch... as I tell my kids, "Just because you can get away with it with someone else, does not mean it is going to fly here."
Only 3 more days till vacation where I can sit and rot away and then complain that I don't want to go back to work. Why am I so checked out when I have only been at work for barely 3 months????
Perhaps I should plan my exit soon... I need a vacation badly.
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| HOOOORAY! We made it to playoffs! Wish us luck for Friday!
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| I haven't added anything in a while so here goes:
1) Softball ended in October and after having a rough season, we made it out 1-9. I know, I know, sad.... but look how happy we look! I must say, Baby Got Bats is an awesome team. No black eye in this pic.
2) Wedding planning is underway, HP and I will be working on the invites soon and the cake, (thanks a million Agnes and Tim), the flowers, the venue, and save the dates have been all taken care of. Damn thos Save The Dates-- they were so incredibly labor intensive. So if you made the cut and got one, please treasure it forever.
3) Work has been hectic as a muther. We have had 40+ kids in bc we can't get any freakin' subs to come in.
4) I saw old pics of me and DAMN was I a chunky munky! No more doode... Every pic I see, there is a speech bubble above my head that says: "Hi my name is Ines and I am HUNGRY!"
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